How are you???

How are you, A question we've all been asked, sometimes several times a day. Depending on who we see and where we go it's a question asked over and over.....Unfortunately when asked "How are you??" Most people don't want to REALLY know how you are, because that would mean committing to the story you would be prepared to tell the baggage that you'd lay out for them to have to pick up and accept, Most do not want to commit to the possibility of really hearing what "How are you" would be..... "How are you" is our way of opening up conversation to say "hello", "good to see you" ( "hope all is well.....BUT if not really don't have the time so please don't tell me the truth" ) Think about it---How often has someone Said "How are you?" and You answered the quickest most bland answer "fine", "Good", "doing okay" anything else but really how you are......and in the back of your mind your shaking your head and thinking to yourself "only if you knew" Why have we disconnected ourselves, we've told ourselves no one really wants to hear what's going on good or bad, the thought of having to pretend to care is way too much work and no one wants to take the time to really hear what you have to say, so we continue to cater to those around us and answer so matter of fact That we are fine, i dare you the next time someone asks "How are you???" Turn to them and say "Got about an hour? and i'll tell you how i am"...........and then watch them stammer with a great excuse to be able to turn away and RUN!!!!!!!!!!

My love of photography

Christmas 1992 i was surprised receive a Cannon Rebel!!! WOW What a camera (for 16 years ago) i was 15 and in heaven, had worked for a local photographer for the past year and had fell in love with it......The creativity working with people it didn't take long and i was taking picture's of everything!!! Friends, family, still life snapshots of roses kissed with water droplets, the sunset, and experimenting too!! The sunset and double exposures for an artistic flare, SO MUCH FUN!!! Before i knew it i had done several Senior Portraits, family portraits and a few weddings EVERY subject a new adventure......the excitement what did i do that was new what worked what didn't what would i make sure to re-create!!!!! MY LOVE PHOTOGRAPHY!!! and so i had Kennedyanne my 1st precious angel, and WHAT A Delight the pictures i took and the fun i had! AND then my camera 16 years old had seem better days finally let me know it was time to call it quits :( so 4 years have passed that i have not been able to pick up my camera and embrace myself in the creative person that i once was, as time goes and responsibilities overcome the urge to go and splurge on the camera of my dreams i know for now its not an achievable reach, but my dream has not vanished and my love for photography will never fade because i know that someday, sometime somehow i will yet again be able to freeze a moment into the hands of time with the click of a little BLACK BUTTON!!!!